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Monday, October 31, 2005

And They Say...

Listening to King - Maybe.

'Maybe its wrong to say you love me too,
cause i know you'll never do.
Somebody else is waiting there inside for you.

Maybe its wrong to love you more each day,
cause i know he's here to stay.
But i know to whom, you should belong.'

Sad stuff, really. I remember those times.

Tag replies:

baby : Haha. Methinks that you probably WILL get distracted. I know i would, but that's just me =p

CrAdLe : Haha what up boss. Nothing much sini, but we miss your presence =)

phoenixlancer : PL, we ARE old. Our inner child just refuses to let us believe that. =p

Zephyr : Ah, understood. Well, there's always next time =) And i'll wait for your webbie to get fixed up, aights? =)

atul5353 - Sorry, sorry. Been busy =P Well here i am =)

Ramadhan away from home always gets me down. Its family time, or have i said that before?

*checks past posts*

Yep, i have.

Final year sucks big time. I have 20,000 words worth of essays to do just this semester alone. And people are expecting me to my Masters straight away?

I don't think so. At least, not right now. Maybe some other time, or not.

Somehow, this year is zipping by quite quickly. Maybe its the workload, maybe its the final year, maybe nothing. If it could go any faster, i'll pump the speed up to the limit.

Who knows how to put songs on a blog? I've been surfing around, but i haven't found one yet. Hit me back if anyone knows.

In Seria, there's this 24 hour food place called Zuki's. Man how i miss that place. I used to go there at all hours to get me a bite of their Kolo Mee, which is divine, to say the least. Funny how you think about the things you can't get, and how you yearn for it even though you know you can't possibly get it.

Which brings me to a point.

I know of someone (let's just say a friend, i'll call him/her Pushy) who's a bit unlucky when it comes to the opposite sex. S/he isn't a bad looker, but the trouble is Pushy goes for people who're either totally out of his/her league, or the type of women/men who're relatively 'easy'. Or to put a none too fine a point on it, potential cheaters.

Trouble is, i doubt whether Pushy even knows what it is s/he's looking for. What i've been able to garner from his/her previous choices, looks and hotness are the only factor that Pushy will consider. Which leads him/her into trouble, as Pushy's not really that much of a catch for the opposite sex, at least in my opinion.

Let's just say there are certain points of his/her personality that rankles quite a bit.

Believe me, i'm not alone when i say this, i've shared my observations with a few of our mutual friends, and they ALL agree with me. Which doesn't say much for Pushy. S/he's just a bit too much to handle. Plus, s/he can get a bit too pushy, which is never a good thing.

Why do you think i nicknamed him/her 'Pushy'?

Currently, Pushy has his/her eyes set on a fine species of the opposite sex. I'll call the target Peace. The thing is, Peace has just got out of a very bad episode, and is currently looking for peace (now you get it) in order to set things straight instead of going on the rebound. I don't know about you people, but i believe that at least this person's wish for peace should be respected, and potential suitors should just back up and give some space to breathe.

But guess what this friend of mine does. Exactly.

Now, to be fair, Peace hasn't voiced out his/her wishes to be left alone. But then again, the methods used by Pushy to gain affection doesn't really endear him/her to Peace, in fact it downright freaks Peace out. When Peace told me of the things that Pushy is doing, i myself very nearly went into fits.

Let's just say they're really wrong, in poor taste and very sad.

Granted, Peace should have told Pushy to back off, and i said as much to Peace. But Peace is a good person, and doesn't have the heart to smacketh the hammer down on Pushy's ass. I guess Peace's afraid that Pushy might go into suicide mode. I don't have that concern, but Peace has qualms about that sort of thing.

Now i think everything's settled, and Peace is looking towards the horizon, i.e. trying his/her best to move forward and leave his/her troubles behind. Pushy on the other hand has gone into moody mode. You know, the leave-me-alone-i'm-being-angsty attitude. But Pushy'll snap out of it, at least i hope so. S/he's not going to go anywhere with Peace, Peace assured me of this. True to my speculations, Peace doesn't look at Pushy quite in the same light as Pushy does at Peace.

Now, let me ask you something. Was Pushy in the wrong for going after Peace in Peace's time of mourning, or was Peace wrong for not laying down the groundworks for refusal firmly enough? Or at least in absolute terms so that a person like Pushy might understand?

Well, i believe in the former myself. Come on, anyone with half a brain can figure out how much sorrow Peace is in. Leave the poor guy/girl alone for a while godammit, s/he at least deserves a moment to figure things out. There is justification for moral support, but in the form of another relationship? Plus going at it in a decidedly very unproper manner?

Tacky, very tacky.

If Pushy just took a step back and look at things from a more clearer view, instead of going after the goal with all the thinking power of a single brain cell, s/he'll realise that now's NOT A GOOD TIME. It's a good thing that Peace is quite the pacifist, i could think of so many reasons to bite Pushy's head off. In addition to that, what Pushy doesn't realise is that Peace, to use a British term of phrase, doesn't fancy him/her.

I don't know if you people out there understand a word that i'm writing here. But take my word for it, this situation was really bad. It's a good thing nothing became out of it. 'Cause seriously, Pushy was headed for a lot of trouble.

So, going back to what i said previously, why do we covet the things that we cannot have?

Let me rephrase that.

Why do we covet the things that we know, deep down inside though we try our hardest to ignore it, we cannot have?

Is it an inherent human trait? Do we love to beat ourselves over the head with the unattainable that we can't slow down for a second and spare ourselves the pain? Or can it be interpreted using the quintissential human emotion, hope?

Maybe that's how we got to where we are today, in dreaming of things impossible we are able to strive towards the stars. But that's a wholely different cup of tea. I'm talking about basic human communication and questions of relationships.

Are we creatures of sense, or does the heart truly rule the head?

Maybe, just maybe...

We're just pushy.

Seven, out.

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Monday, October 31, 2005

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